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I was going to a therapist after all, not my Maker, for counsel, seeking a narrative of redemption and spiritual transformation through the principles of secular humanism, not religion. She was fretting that she had eaten all of her hummus and worried out loud that canada goose coats uk we might not be rescued for several hours, perhaps days. She then asked me if I had any food, or as she put it, «anything to munch on» while looking at my messenger bag, on the floor beside me, with predatory eyes that suggested X Ray vision. Plus she appeared insulated with energy reserves evidenced by her Michelin Man sized fat rolls. canada goose outlet in new york I must have looked like a primordial beast, hiding in darkness, a primitive cave, while operating under the grotesque instinct of unbridled self preservation. Better to have the nutrition and needed calories in my body now before things got out of hand. Then she collapsed and fell to the floor, dropping her paisley tote bag. 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I got up, not to aid Beverly, but to examine the contents of her tote bag. It was full of loose receipts, chewing gum wrappers, peanut shells, restaurant coupons. I scratched my fingers at the bottom and felt stale cookie crumbs, like gravel, collecting under my fingernails and then I felt a wrapper and heard a crinkling sound. I could discern the shape of a candy bar of sorts. I picked it up and saw that it was a protein bar in fact, similar in calories and nutritional information as the one I had eaten moments before. In spite of my standing next to canada goose jacket outlet a corpse redolent of cheap perfume, gnawing hunger pains compelled me to unwrap the bar, which turned out to be half melted, and I ate the liquefied bar as quickly as possible before anyone caught me in the act. I had melted chocolate all over my fingers and face. Strange, my first reaction upon seeing the fire fighters wasn’t the elation of being rescued but the embarrassment of being covered with melted chocolate. That was the last thing I remembered before passing out, apparently from lack of oxygen when smoke entered the open door, and I was carried out on a stretcher. You canada goose outlet new york could actually see me lying prone and being lifted inside an ambulance, a recurring image on many of the local news broadcasts for several days. I knew it wasn’t blood, but I wasn’t going to tell them I was eating a protein bar pilfered from the tote bag of the deceased.

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